a glimpse

January 31, 2008

And so, my days have been filled with sweet and noteworthy moments eversince I commit myself to the love interest. Now i’m afraid he has turned into someone I’d like to keep for myself forever. It’s something that feels warm and homey inside but at the same time the fear of losing it bites me alive. I should learn how to love right.

 

:(

January 10, 2008

Because I recently got a pimply face (thanks to pond's "flawless nightcream") and a dull facial skin, i am inclined to blog about this day full of shit. *shitfaced*

For the past few days of flirting with the boyfriend whom from now on I will call the LAVA (Lover in slang, could also mean molten lava *woot* i should patent that no?), my life has become a little bit more exciting day by day -and a positive one at that. Now why you say am i ranting again as if i have NOTHING to be grateful about??

Well, for one, I do think that the entire universe is conspiring against my skin. No matter how I try to make it better, even alloting a budget for goatmilksoaps and lotions with Q10+ thereby rendering me broken from time to time (i'm a crap at budgetting i know, but hey, i deserve credit for Effort), and applying the damn creams religiously and i mean religiously without fail, i still cant understand why up to this day i cant stop having acne breakouts and a luxury of tiny zits! Isn't it as simple as cleanse, tone and moisturize?  Exfoliate/face mask twice a week? Gah! I dont even eat fries anymore and even if i'm ever so reluctant to go to the restroom to pee, i still drink minimum of eight glasses of water (for clearer skin). oh what a Big bull sh*t!

I DONT MIND HAVING A ZIT OR TWO, i really don't. I mean, what are concealers for? But what really makes me tick is the fact that i'm spending on products that promise to keep my acnes at bay and blatantly break it! I mean, why the heck is cetaphil so expensive??!!!

Lava, i need Cetaphil..

[edit: 1:55pm 01/11/2008] I read at Cosmo that studies show shots of double cappuccino can cause acne break-outs! So that was the cause.

a recap

January 8, 2008

  Whoppee, another year to boot. Happy New Year! Was I happy the previous year? Let me see:

January - nothing worth of braincells.

February - I started blogging at Xanga about my early frustrations at work, or if i may say so, failing at work.

March - my birthday was cool. I think I cooked spaghetti or something. I remember the stink of the room we were renting back then. 

April - not much

May - not much

June - got my first credit card

July - not much

August - not much

September - i got my teeth braces.

October - got promoted. *wahaha*

November - lost weight, met a potential love interest

December - christmas parties and exchange gifts, family reunion, something something.

So what can I say, i havent learned how to ride a bicycle/scooter, drive a car, swim and bunjee jump.  Though, I have collected a number of magazines, saw a number of distinct movies, went out with a number of people (dated here and there), partied all night, went home in the morning, slept at my friend's houses and so and so. I must say I must have been pretty sociable. December had me tied down. This year is gonna be me and the concept monogamy. Not bad if you are with the coolest guy on earth.