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joy has a boyfriend
December 4, 2007Let me see, Christmas is near and i'm still broke. HUWAW! isang taon na kong broke.
Anyway, i hope i can dig a little something something for my friends this season. They have done countless of notable deeds for me while all I did is just borrow money from them. With what remained of my tiny 13th month pay, i'm planning to scour 168 over the weekend. Wish me luck!!!
Oh yeah, there is one more thing that really really needs the blessings…
Lately im interacting intimately with a guy whose age I will not mention anymore because he's twelve years older than me. No, he's not my boss although I wish he was. lol. We are already together, already set up the chains of exclusivity. What's he like, well he's perfectly sane. How come a perfectly sane person like him eventually fell for a retarded woman like me, well, firstly i don't know, second, i don't wanna give him an idea why he should not.
No, seriously, on my end, there's no doubt towards him. Doubts towards myself, yes. A plenty. Can i just say I totally suck at relationships? Im a sorry loser crying in the middle of the night why her guy isn't texting him, why her guy forget their monthsarry, why her guy never kissed her gooodbye and all that shit.
Surprisingly this guy is so real and so ideal I wanna marry him already… But how can I marry if im emotionally unstable? Isn't that a ground for divorce?









Oh for the love of god woman!You think too much.Just let it all in for now and just let it all flow.So what if you tend be some what neurotic?You’re fine!You’re Cool the way you are.Mmmm….unique….Ok.Maybe UNIQUE is a strong word?…..But atleast you’re you.No pretense and no non sense.So just let it hang dude!
Posted by Lighter at December 18, 2007, 6:26 pm