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November 12, 2007So hello again. It's been a while since i took a
closer look into my life. As much as I want to say it's been cool and that i'm doing great- yeah. You already know me. I am so negative about things even if they do turn out to be good later on. My bad. I guess im just used to not being very anticipative and all starry-eyed. After the recent promotion I got, I only saw myself digging my own grave. I don't know.
I guess I'm too careless, too distracted, too occupied with things that are ought to be left, say, at home or wherever that is outside the bounds of my professional pursuit that I tend to commit lots of stupid mistakes at work. I am even sure that my senior whom I have found to be someone I can call my mentor thinks that I am beginning to be less competent to do a more complex job.
My current worry - the state of mind I'm in. And for this reason, I allege myself a non-logical, irrational, non-analytical corporate squatter - totally out of place.








