back to basics: how to be good at work

What has become of me you ask? Dandy, unmindful, just taking in all that's coming. Trying to be useful but who knows i just might end up being a disaster. My head just spins talking about it.  Why can't everything be simple? Because the world is cruel and the ignorant is always the loser.

Anyway, let's discuss my behavior and work ethics for the past week. I have always been a responsible person until, I started working for an audit firm and was made open to blatant disregard for rules and regulations. I did not became aware of the change in my attitude until now, I realized, that I have to start at the bottom again and know what I SHOULD BE doing. Premise: My enemy is myself.

One. I have been going to work on a halfday that my bosses are starting to think i'm a ghost. What to do, sleep early at night so I can catch a complete 8 hour slumber so i can go to work early so i can show my bosses that i can be a good employee. Simple right? No. But. I. Okay. I can do it.

Two. Start taking down notes on paper because my brain is slowly and evidently resembling a magic-slate.

Three. Just continue kissing my boss' asses.

Four. Replace my Fischer Price-y phone because my bosses would think i dont take my work seriously.

Five. Study the tax regulations to heart because being stupid in this job is just plain stupid.

kt tunstall-ific

Lately I find myself rocking to the music of this garl..

oh my i cant embed it. anyways, click on this link: http://www.megavideo.com/?v=F67A39ZM

No No No NO

You're not the one for meh..

dark room

So hello again. It's been a while since i took a closer look into my life. As much as I want to say it's been cool and that i'm doing great- yeah. You already know me. I am so negative about things even if they do turn out to be good later on. My bad. I guess im just used to not being very anticipative and all starry-eyed.  After the recent promotion I got, I only saw myself digging my own grave. I don't know.

I guess I'm too careless, too distracted, too occupied with things that are ought to be left, say, at home or wherever that is outside the bounds of my professional pursuit that I tend to commit lots of stupid mistakes at work. I am even sure that my senior whom I have found to be someone I can call my mentor thinks that I am beginning to be less competent to do a more complex job. 

My current worry - the state of mind I'm in.  And for this reason, I allege myself a non-logical, irrational, non-analytical corporate squatter - totally out of place. 

What Joy would buy with 39 pesos:

What Joy would buy with 39 pesos:

A Jollibee yum burger

2 pcs of Dunkin Donuts choco wacko, 3 pcs. Flattops and 2 pcs  mentos

A Wendy’s zesty garlic chicken burger and 3 pieces of Flattops

A serving of Jollibee spaghetti

A Mcdonald’s chocolate sundae, 6 pcs Flattops and a coin for my piggy bank

Mr. Chips, salad dressing at Wendy’s, iced tea

a look in

I know this blog isnt making me a better person or whatever you may call someone who have "things" going FOR her. But what I do know is that this lil space in the net gives me the opportunity to let the world know how loserly some people really are beneath the sleek suits and coats.